She's such a special snowflake that both of these worlds want to recruit her and would do anything to get her. And of course, they both send super, super HAWT guys after her because women obviously only make decisions according to their lady boners.
While you see her putting up with all of this bullying, you also see her break down and by the end of the book, she almost kills herself. But she stops because she doesn't want to take the easy way out.
This book was hella boring. I almost fell asleep twenty times while reading it. The first four hundred pages of this near five hundred page book held almost no interest whatsoever.